sickness burns (long post, mb guys)
Hey guys today was a very traumatising day for my sick self...
Y'know I woke up around 10 and then my family came home around 10:30. Mother dearest put some xiaolongbao 🥟 on the stove and told me to like turn the stove off around 11:10 ish. EXCEPT my ass decided to fall asleep by accident (as you can tell i'm rotting from sickness) and I WOKE UP to the FREAKING SMOKE DETECTOR GOING OFF. Like. I'M TRYING TO LIVE PLEASE.
Anyway all was okay but I unfortunately decided to open the lid and release all the smoke into my house (mind you I've already got a cough), making it stink like crazy. I then had to go and open every single door and window that exists before going BACK to sleep cuz I'm not staying awake through this nuh uh. sadge and now my pjs smell like smoke. gonna have to wash EVERYTHING 😭
SIGH so the point is I'm really sick rn and idk where it came from?!?! Like on the wednesday of my ELA sac, I woke up with a mild sore throat. But it was one of those sore throats where you know it'll be a PAIN in the ass later yk? The next day was even worse cuz I woke up without a voice but I had to go to school because I wanted to cook steak for my son :C AND THEN Friday was HORRID I woke up and said NO IM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL so I slept for p1 and p2 but then decided it might be better for me to go for at least a few periods so... I went to school #iLOVEschool❤️ I'm feeling better now but i still have a runny nose and smell of smoke #sicknessburns
I blame my busy ass tuesday for my sickness.
Atm, I do tuition for every single subject except for legal studies and you'd think I'd hate it but LOWKEY... ITS FUN!!! I loveeeeee LOVE my methods tutor and my new chem class is kinda...chill?! plus my ela tutor is actually GOATED and my music theory teacher... well he's an odd one but we love him anyway. the only thing about doing this much tuition... is that it has to actually pay off...? Like if I don't do well in VCE, I WILL be upset. So... I want biology in my bottom 2 and i KNOW that methods will also be there!!! 40+ in everything else will satisfy 😊 but also, I'm scared of burning out... Like I highly doubt that I will cuz honestly I don't study THAT much...!!! Especially compared to some other people but yeah :C
OH!!! this is getting long but SPEAKING OF COOKING FOR SUE ANNE. The steak&mash&veggies went WAYY better than expected but I have to say some people did much more than others!!! OK. but I COULD'VE been more help like I know how to make a good mash (I LOVE mashed potatoes if you didn't know - KFC mash and gravy goes hard too) but there were some knowledgeable people helping out sooo I let them do their thing :DDD it was honestly a bit embarrassing but that's okay... power of friendship!
Also guys I think I'm at the end of my emotional rollercoaster!!! I feel soooo like nothing rn? (in a good way). It's a terrible feeling realising that you're waiting for something that will never happen soo.... I kinda had to come to terms with that myself yk? but once you get past that stage life starts getting better!!
Annyyywaaayyy... this coming week will be a really busy week so I really hope my sickness goes away...
Love you guys very much <3 stay happy and healthy (cuz im not) (was referring to the healthy part)(like im not healthy but im happy)(ok goodbye)